
A quick note on my personality type, ENTJ
September 15, 2009When ENTJs sense that they are losing control, they feel an increasing need for completion. If stress continues, they become distracted by a compelling “got to” and “have to” state of mind. Their need to master a situation then becomes misdirected and they engage in compulsive behaviors that preoccupy their attention and time. Feeling helpless, and lacking confidence, they resort to completing simple, meaningless, repetitive tasks (i.e. cleaning, counting, inspecting ) in an effort to avoid a growing sense of failure. By avoiding ineptitude at all costs, their competence and ability are never fully tested. Ironically, these all-consuming distractions are the very behaviors that prevent ENTJs from fulfilling their basic need for achievement and improvement
mate, loved reading your blog. i’ve been battling this thing for several years now (depression often manifest as irrational anger/frustration), & recently reached breaking/turning point. am considering the chemical treatment options too (as well as therapy again almost certainly), your story is the latest “life on ADs is ‘nice’, which kinda sux” story i’ve heard many times before & resisted finding out for myself…
i know its been a long time between blog drinks & there’s probably compelling reasons for that, but i for 1 would love to read more of your journey.
take care. Amf…
oh yeah & im fkn lovin your june09 mix!
. hopin to get it back one day b4 too long. glad its still such an obviously powerful outlet for you! xo
my passion for trance (& related, & music in general) is one of the things ive lost these past few years