And the answer is no

The doctor said that i would need to stop taking prozac for 4 days before i could begin to take the efexor. I had a few days to deliberate and decide about whether I whether i’m ready to commit.

I was pretty keen to give it a shot.  Just because prozac hadn’t worked perfectly, something else has got to work right? i can just keep changing until i find something that works right?

C sat me down and gave me a fairly accurate reality check.  She didn’t like the idea, knowing the potential side effects.  She didn’t want me to stay the way i was. She loved me before, even if i a was a little bit volatile.

She had very valid points.

For the first time, i was beginning to see exactly what this is about.  By trying to change so many things about myself, it had completely changed the dynamic of our relationship for the worse.  Worse than it was before.

So much to think about.

Monday i was due to start taking the efexor, that was 10 days ago.  I didn’t even get the script filled.